I still don't know who I am
What I want and what I can
What they all want me to be
And if I can do it
Got a lot of things to say
But when all words go away
It's when they think all you do is make silence

Losing trust on people I never thought I would hate
It's so hard to open to up to someone, I can't wait
Closing doors and priving myself from feeling a bit free
None of this matters to me

Oooh
I don't know what I'm doing here
It's been too long
Somedays it feels like everything can go wrong
I want to go away
I want to go away
I want to go away
But guess I have to stay

I'm trying to understand
To understand
My mind
I'm trying to understand
To understand
My mind